Tuesday, March 07, 2006

wo kaun thi...

Wo kaun thi...
anjaane main kabhi dkhoke se
kabhi chhupe kabhi itraake
kabhi sharmake wo patli si
mere dil ko lubha jati thi
pehli baar jab dekha aisa
laga jaise mere uper wo
kuch jadoo kar gayi
wo nakhre ke sath uska
dheere se machal jaana
phir kabhi samandar ki
lehar ke sath dagmagana
bachpan se lekar jawani tak
sath khele hai sochta hu
ki ye khel kab tak khelenge
lagta hai hamen wo
kahin peechhe chhod jayenge
jitni door bhi dekho wo
nazar aa jati hai
aadha samay mere sath
bitati hai aur
aadhe samay aasman main
chhup jaati hai..
aisa kaisa sath hamara ki
main tumhe dekh nahin sakta
har dam mujhe mahsoos karati ho
ki tum yahi ho mere sath ho
mere pass ho hamesha
rahi ho hamesha rahogi
wo subah subah ki taazi
hawa ke saath uska chale aana..
aur shaam ke darr se
uska chale jaana
ye silsila to sadiyon ka hai
jo pichhle saat janmo se chal raha hai
aur chalta rahega
ye khel na kabhi
khatam hua hai aur na hoga.
main uske intezaar main
har subah aahen bharoonga
aur jab wo aayegi aakhen band kar ke
uska deedar karoonga
bas yahi tamanna hai
ham aise hi aankh micholi ka
khel khelte rahe
kabhi koi aanch na aaye
aur tum kabhi hamse juda na ho
meri patli si roshni ki kiran is milan ki koi raat na ho

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Life

I am always worried about weird thoughts which travels through my mind. I have always been mesmerized for trying something new and today's weird thought is starting to write blogs.

Even though i am not very sure about what to start with and where to end lets trigger it with the life.

Alright! what exactly is life? some people say it is "a characteristic state or mode of living" or "the experience of being alive" or may be "the period during which something is functional " and sometimes some people say it is "a motive for living".

So what essentially the life for me is to “live and let others live“. Some people will definitely get along with my motto towards life however it doesn't go well with the society because being an Indian sometimes you find yourself under lots of restrictions and same you put on others too. Why is it so? Aren’t we broad minded or we just care too much for our belongings and relations. sometimes we fight for things which is worthless and sometimes we don't care for millions and billions.

To counter on my views, Some of you will definitely comment on our generation since we are brought up to adapt western culture that's why we think in this way, however Indian society doesn't work like this and you have to abide by customs of society.

Lets focus little more on my weird thoughts, it varies according to maturity and age. If you would have asked the definition of life 5 years ago it would have been different but now it is totally different, for instance, this is first time when i left my country and visited USA, Before this my thinking was family and society matters always make things worse but now when i see American families and their family values normally my eyes are wide open for them. they have ethics and values for relations much more than us. Generally there are people who come to foreign country just to earn money and they stay here without their family for years. You may be surprised to hear that last year we had a client visit in our company, four executives came and just after two days i spoke to one of the executives and he said i m just missing my daughter i asked when did you meet her last? he replied day before yesterday. he said i can not live without my family and daughter even for one day but sometimes Indians are ready to leave their family just for the sake of money.

Before 5 years i was fascinated about life in a heaven like USA. i loved everything including money, green card, staying alone without family etc. but now if you ask me do u love USA? i would say my India is far better than here. I am not saying any particular country is good or other is bad. It is only because i am born and brought up there. now i could understand that family and friends should always be on top of the list so actual motto for me towards life is "live and only live for others"